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RunningI never thought I would be running like this, ever in my life…although always in my dreams. My dressed hitched up just under my knees, I don’t think I have run this fast in a long time. Eyes swelling and glazed with a burning pain, nope I definitely haven’t run this fast in a long time. Cheeks burning red, and being cooled by silent drops….my tears…I am unsure, because a heavy patter of rain has started to fall. I tried so hard to keep myself falling, I tried to be so strong. It was working for a while, for quite a while. But now, its all gone, all that holding pain, just to blow it all away. Am I so glad I can run, i Running
in General Romantic Fiction on 1/23/08
Looking Back
in Fantasy on 6/20/07
Your shipBe sure to tell me if your ship crashes into the rocks at shore,  Because I will be the first to be there and I will stay all night,  
Just so I can wipe your tears from your eyes, bandage your wounds  And kiss you goodbye in the morning when I help push you back out to sea.   
I would just sit on the shore with a smile on my face, knowing you are happy,  Because I know for sure that you would set yourself alight just so that I and all the other little tug boats could find our way safely back to sure.   
That’s why I would rather sit and watch you from afar than chasing after you eventually running into Your ship
in Open on 5/9/07
Unknown heartWhat’s wrong with you, you stupid girl…. I just want a break please – give me that fairy-tale that I so long for, just once please, can I just hold it in my hands for 5 minutes just so I can say yes….  Yes…. Yes… I felt it. I felt what real love was meant to feel like. I felt whole for that one moment. I would do anything to rid myself of these feelings these hurtful trapping feelings. I deserve so little and yet I want so much.   
Hide me, starve me, shoot me, kill me.   
It feels worse then all of that. I would die for once chance to hold everything in my heart, and know that I haven’t failed anyone, I haven’t hurt Unknown heart
in General Non-Fiction on 9/25/06
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Smile...I knelt down so I was at her level, and I looked into her eyes. She held my gaze, fixed, determined and saddened, as I quietly spoke.  
 
“I’m so sorry sweetie; I’m sorry mummy had you when she too was only a child; I’m sorry that she barely has enough money to support the family; I’m sorry she swears at you and I’m sorry that she cares more about herself then you or your beautiful little sister. But what I am truly sorry about, is that you wont eve know what it’s like to live unlike the way you do. So promise me baby, promise me that as soon as you can, you will get out… make a life for yourself, because you’re so much better than Smile...
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My first ever...

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 28, 2006, 10:21 AM
  • Listening to: dido - here with me
Well this is my first journal ever on this, but i think i need to write it.

Don't judge me, for who i am, how i live or where i come from. All you need to know is that i am me, and i am here for you to see. I love you with all my heart and you dispise me with yours. I will no longer shead tears on your part, i refuse to. Even though i can feel them swelling behind my eyes. Why do i have to prove myself to you, is it because your so great, and i am not.

No thats wrong, just because you don't see me as your equal doesn't mean that i am not. I am your equal and nothing will change that, you can get frustrated about me, but I am not going to cry. Don't judge me because you think you know me, when you don't.

Don't judge me. Don't judge me, i am what i am, i do what i want and i can't hide. I won't go, i won't sleep, i can't breath, untill your resting here with me.....not anymore.

I will not leave, but i won't stop my life to entertain yours. I don't think you have ever stopped to think, i have feelings too, and because i love you, they hurt even more. So don't judge me for the stupid decisions i make, don't judge me for who i have become.

I know i have problems, don't we all, but i should be able to express them how i want, don't ask if you can't listen. I am not gonna stop loving you over this.

But I'm not gonna stop loving myself either, i am entitled to how i feel, no-one can take that away from me, not you not anyone.

So my message is to you all if you read this. Love yourself first, don't change because others say your wrong, other people who truely know you, love you for who you are.

i feel so much better typing this at 3:21 in the morning. lol well have a nice day.

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    jess_coolhellobye123@hotmail.com
  • Current Age: 19 years old... wow
  • Current Residence: North Brisbane
  • Interests: i like Art - no DAR!!, fantasy,music, beautiful interesting people.
  • Favourite movie: Cinderella story, Howls moving castle, TRANSFORMERS.
  • Favourite band or musician: Frou frou
  • Favourite genre of music: ALTERNA Rock --- feel good, make you think and feel music.
  • Favourite artist: hmmm
  • Favourite poet or writer: Cous, Jade, heaps
  • Favourite photographer: mmmm i dunno
  • Favourite style of art: anime and writing short and long stories
  • Operating System: Windows XP proffessional
  • MP3 player of choice: PSP
  • Shell of choice: lol ----- am i not turtley enough for the turtle club! --- Emily
  • Wallpaper of choice: ....ahhh --- i just realised i dun have a wallpaper on, that will change
  • Favourite game: mmm the final fantasy series - FFIX
  • Favourite gaming platform: All sony platforms
  • Favourite cartoon character: Avatar, i have come to believe naruto is funny
  • Personal Quote: - You don't need a reason to help people --- Zidane FFIX
  • Tools of the Trade: ---- Imagination ---- not many people get to see the real side of me....I'm not sure if i am to

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~raven-01:iconraven-01: Jan 13, 2008, 11:16:01 PM
hey jess its casey i have decided you must come to supanova this year it will be so much fun i am even cosplaying as lacus clyne from gundam seed XD

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!drsketchybrisbane:icondrsketchybrisbane: Aug 26, 2007, 8:53:25 PM
Hello there lovely!

Just wanted to let you know, this week at Dr Sketchy's (Sat 1st Sep) we have the amazing Mistress Mandrella.. you can snap up one a ticket on our myspace profile. [link] or livejournal community page [link]

Hope to see you there!!

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~mrsdanielradcliffe89:iconmrsdanielradcliffe89: Jun 23, 2007, 9:24:26 PM
Hey Jess! I finally joined haahah. So yeah when are we going to do something? Soon I hope. I'm not feeling like a very happy chappie so hopefully that will change when we hang out. Well have fun... your drawing that you emailed me is really good by the way! Talk soon, love Emily xxo
~raven-01:iconraven-01: Feb 17, 2007, 3:16:09 AM
hey jess its casey just thought i'd say hi so hi and :glomp:

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~tiredangel:icontiredangel: Feb 13, 2007, 5:02:22 AM
spread your love to a stranger
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~tiredangel:icontiredangel: Nov 20, 2006, 2:52:35 AM
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Send this rose to everyone you care about!!

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:heart: Miss Angel
Slit Wrist Theory Club ... When the secrets are too much.
~Mav10:iconMav10: Sep 5, 2006, 2:56:06 AM
hello random deviant ^^

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~Jessiemarie:iconJessiemarie: Aug 24, 2006, 3:53:15 AM
lol laura what favour!!!
~ScreamAtTheAngel:iconScreamAtTheAngel: Aug 17, 2006, 9:28:38 PM Mood: Delighted
hey babe thanx so much for the fav :D i'm smiling all the way! :heart: u so much!! :hug:

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~drintoi:icondrintoi: Jun 19, 2006, 11:09:39 PM
:wave: :aww:

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~Jessiemarie:iconJessiemarie: May 20, 2006, 7:24:38 AM
OKI TIME TO SUBMIT SOMETHING...i think i got it!!!
~Jessiemarie:iconJessiemarie: Apr 2, 2006, 4:10:51 AM
OK people i NEED some INSPIRATION - tell me what should i do next - places, people, photography, colour, anything - tell me anything that i should draw or create????
~tiredangel:icontiredangel: Feb 8, 2006, 1:12:54 AM
thanks for the friends addy!

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:heart: Miss Angel
Slit Wrist Theory Club ... When the secrets are too much.
~Skenvoy666:iconSkenvoy666: Jan 28, 2006, 2:42:39 AM
HEYY THERE!!!!
how are u? staying alive? sorry about the whole movie thing and how i couldnt go
reschedule sometime dyou think?
how u goin with Sudeki btw?
(see i do remember ^_^)
=chaoticdarkness:iconchaoticdarkness: Jan 9, 2006, 5:01:36 PM
thank you for stopping by :)

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~ScreamAtTheAngel:iconScreamAtTheAngel: Dec 7, 2005, 6:15:48 PM
u can draw? when were u going to tell me this???????? there good really good kepp it up babe hope to catch up wit ya asap! :heart: loz

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~BretW:iconBretW: Dec 5, 2005, 6:55:33 PM
welcome to DA!
You joined on my birthday!
Yay for random deviant button

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~waxen:iconwaxen: Dec 4, 2005, 9:19:20 PM
welcome to :devart: :)

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